No matter how often I struggled, I've made it !!!!
SIDE NOTES FOR MY FRIENDS AND LOVED ONES :
You guys better pick me up at the airport or at least send a bottle of champagne to my house or .... ( I'm not good at threatening but I promise something really bad will happen if you don't !)
Oh an I announce it later on but I will have a little dinner party at my house so who ever wants to join texts me .
SIDE NOTE END.
One year has passed.
A year full of excitement, fear, happiness, difficult situations, love, pain ...
And now ? It's about to be over.
Since the beginning I told myself that there will be an end. That there will be a goodbye ... And all of us thought we were prepared, but when my BESTFRIEND left and headed home I felt ... Fear ?
My friends know that I never cry in public. Never. And I really tried not to. Saying goodbye to your bestfriend like ... Your soulmate like the person you share everything with ? I already miss her.
This year made me realise the value of time.
The value of the people you love.
Value of your life itself and what you make out of it .
I think there is no sadder thing like setting the main focus of your life on school or your carriers without enyoing the fun parts in life. I think I've fooled myself a lot before my exchange year and now that I've figured that out, now that I am closer to understand of who I am ... Now I have so much fun .
At the same time I have bigger goals, higher expectations for my life and myself because what I've learned, is that there is noch such a thing as 'your goals are to high '. Set your standards and don't settle for anything less.
I should write a book about 'how to get it together (again) in 10 easy months ' hahah.
Anyways I try to make those days count and will see you at the airport :)!
